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mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to handle this hi keep in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to treat the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also started having not severe however I started having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to a field trip I was in the second grade and the whole night terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I went to my mother’s space