it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Youtubers Faithful Counseling… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I became aware of much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a pretty good youth but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never ever actually wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate practically everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future once I got into therapy I learned that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Youtubers Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because often you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to correct the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also began having not severe but I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I remained in the whole night and the 2nd grade fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I got up and I went to my mom’s room