it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Yourmomshousepodcast Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially prior to I started going to therapy let me back up during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never really wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize almost everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later when I entered treatment I found out that there’s just so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Yourmomshousepodcast Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to handle this hey keep in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that often you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to attempt to correct the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also started having not serious but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the entire night and the second grade terror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mama’s space