it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Yelp Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I became aware of better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never ever in fact wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize practically everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I entered treatment I learned that there’s only a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Yelp Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that often you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to remedy the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also began having not severe however I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before an expedition I remained in the entire night and the second grade fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I awakened and I went to my mother’s room