it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Who Is Sponsored By Faithful Counseling… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I found out about much better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me support during my youth I had a pretty good youth however there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never ever in fact wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate practically everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered therapy I learned that there’s just so much of that the body can take prior to it your Who Is Sponsored By Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hello we got to handle this hello remember that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because often you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to fix the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also began having not severe but I started having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a school outing I was in the whole night and the 2nd grade fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I got up so I got up and I went to my mother’s space