it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Velma Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I heard about much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I started going to therapy let me back up throughout my childhood I had a respectable childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I truly never in fact wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered into therapy I found out that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Velma Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hi remember that stuff we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to remedy the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise began having not extreme but I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night fears I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I remained in the second grade and the entire night horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I woke up so I got up and I went to my mother’s space