it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Vanevane Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I found out about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I began going to therapy let me support during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never really wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically everything and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future when I got into therapy I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take before it your Vanevane Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hi remember that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since in some cases you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to treat the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I also started having not serious but I started having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I remained in the 2nd grade and the entire night fear was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mama’s room