it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Uhcsr Faithful Counseling… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I started going to treatment let me support throughout my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never really wished to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future when I got into therapy I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Uhcsr Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hey bear in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you’re in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to correct the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise began having not serious however I started having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a school outing I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mama’s room