it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Talkspace Vs Faithful Counseling Youtube… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me back up throughout my youth I had a pretty good youth but there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never actually wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on once I entered therapy I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take before it your Talkspace Vs Faithful Counseling Youtube
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to fix the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also began having not serious but I started having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I was in the 2nd grade and the whole night horror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I ran to my mom’s space