it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Talkspace Vs Faithful Counseling Vs Breakthrough… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I became aware of much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially before I started going to therapy let me support throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I actually never in fact wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize almost everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future when I entered into therapy I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Talkspace Vs Faithful Counseling Vs Breakthrough
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hey bear in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since often you remain in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to remedy the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also started having not extreme however I started having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I was in the entire night and the 2nd grade horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mom’s room