it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Talksapce Vs Faithful Counseling… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I became aware of much better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I started going to therapy let me back up during my youth I had a respectable youth but there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I actually never in fact wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered therapy I learned that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Talksapce Vs Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to deal with this hello remember that stuff we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to fix the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also began having not severe but I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a field trip I remained in the entire night and the second grade horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mother’s space