it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Susan Schuerenberg Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a respectable childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I really never ever in fact wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize almost everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered treatment I found out that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your Susan Schuerenberg Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hi remember that things we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since sometimes you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to treat the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also began having not severe but I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a school outing I remained in the entire night and the second grade terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I got up so I got up and I ran to my mama’s room