it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Stonewalling Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I found out about much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled all right Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I began going to therapy let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable childhood however there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I really never ever really wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate almost everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered into treatment I found out that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Stonewalling Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hey bear in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s because in some cases you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to correct the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not extreme however I started having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before an expedition I remained in the whole night and the 2nd grade fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I ran to my mama’s space