it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Stonewall008 Faithful Counseling… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I became aware of much better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I began going to therapy let me support during my youth I had a pretty good youth however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I actually never ever in fact wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later once I got into treatment I found out that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Stonewall008 Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hello remember that things we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you’re in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to treat the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I also started having not severe however I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a school trip I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I awakened so I got up and I ran to my mom’s room