it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Stillsoundlyawake Faithful Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory initially before I began going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I actually never actually wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on when I entered into treatment I found out that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Stillsoundlyawake Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that stuff we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to correct the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also began having not extreme however I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before a school outing I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night horror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I awakened so I woke up and I ran to my mama’s space