it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Sonya Bruner Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me support throughout my childhood I had a respectable childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I actually never ever in fact wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and in the future once I got into therapy I learned that there’s only so much of that the human body can take before it your Sonya Bruner Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hi remember that things we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since often you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to treat the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise started having not serious but I started having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a school trip I remained in the entire night and the second grade horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I awakened and I went to my mom’s room