it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Shane Twitter Didn\\\’t Know Defranco Sponsor Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first prior to I started going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a pretty good youth however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never ever actually wanted to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate just about everything and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered into treatment I found out that there’s just a lot of that the body can take before it your Shane Twitter Didn\\\’t Know Defranco Sponsor Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that stuff we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to correct the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not extreme but I started having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to an expedition I was in the whole night and the second grade terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I ran to my mama’s space