it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Shane On Faithful Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to therapy let me support throughout my youth I had a respectable childhood however there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never really wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate practically everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on when I entered treatment I found out that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Shane On Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to handle this hello remember that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to fix the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise began having not extreme but I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I remained in the whole night and the 2nd grade horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I got up so I awakened and I went to my mommy’s space