it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Shane Dawson Faithful Counseling Sam… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I started going to therapy let me support throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never ever really wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize practically whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on when I entered into therapy I discovered that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your Shane Dawson Faithful Counseling Sam
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hey keep in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since often you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to treat the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not severe but I started having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I remained in the second grade and the whole night horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mom’s room