it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Self Love Faithful Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I found out about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first before I started going to therapy let me support throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never ever actually wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on once I entered into treatment I learned that there’s just a lot of that the body can take before it your Self Love Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hey we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that stuff we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to fix the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise started having not serious however I began having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the second grade and the entire night horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mom’s room