it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Rogue Rocket Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first before I started going to therapy let me back up throughout my youth I had a respectable childhood however there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never really wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about whatever and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later once I entered into therapy I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Rogue Rocket Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hey keep in mind that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to remedy the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also started having not severe but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to an excursion I was in the second grade and the entire night horror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I woke up so I got up and I went to my mama’s space