it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Renee Faithful Counseling… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I started going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a respectable childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never ever really wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically everything and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered treatment I learned that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your Renee Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hello keep in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since sometimes you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to treat the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also began having not extreme but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a field trip I was in the entire night and the second grade horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I got up so I awakened and I went to my mother’s space