it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Reimbursement Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a pretty good youth but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never ever in fact wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize almost everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered therapy I discovered that there’s just so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Reimbursement Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hey we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to fix the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not severe however I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade fear was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I woke up so I awakened and I went to my mommy’s space