it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Regain Vs Faithful Counseling… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a respectable youth however there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I really never ever really wanted to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later when I entered therapy I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the body can take before it your Regain Vs Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to deal with this hey remember that things we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that often you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to remedy the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not severe however I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night fears I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I was in the whole night and the second grade horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mother’s room