it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Redirected To Beginning Of Survey On Faithful Counseling… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of things like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled fine Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially prior to I started going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a pretty good youth but there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never ever actually wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate almost whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered into treatment I found out that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Redirected To Beginning Of Survey On Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hello remember that things we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to treat the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also started having not severe but I started having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a field trip I was in the 2nd grade and the entire night terror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mom’s space