it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Quitting Faithful Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I became aware of better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like okay Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to therapy let me back up throughout my youth I had a pretty good youth however there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I really never ever actually wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to separate almost whatever and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered into treatment I learned that there’s just so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Quitting Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hello remember that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to treat the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I likewise started having not severe however I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to an excursion I remained in the whole night and the 2nd grade horror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed and that’s when I got up so I woke up and I ran to my mother’s room