it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Que Es Faithful Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I heard about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially prior to I started going to therapy let me back up during my youth I had a respectable youth but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never actually wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost everything and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a great deal of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future as soon as I entered treatment I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the body can take before it your Que Es Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hey bear in mind that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to fix the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I also started having not extreme but I began having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a sightseeing tour I was in the 2nd grade and the whole night fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mama’s room