it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Pride Counseling Faithful Counseling… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to treatment let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable childhood however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never really wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize almost everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on when I got into treatment I learned that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Pride Counseling Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hi bear in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since in some cases you remain in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to correct the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also started having not extreme but I started having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before an expedition I was in the second grade and the entire night horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I awakened and I ran to my mother’s room