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mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hi bear in mind that stuff we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to treat the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also began having not severe however I started having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before an excursion I remained in the second grade and the whole night horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I ran to my mommy’s room