it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Phillyd Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to therapy let me support throughout my childhood I had a pretty good childhood but there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I actually never really wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about everything and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on once I entered into therapy I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the body can take before it your Phillyd Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to handle this hey bear in mind that stuff we had to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to try to treat the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also began having not severe however I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I remained in the entire night and the second grade terror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I awakened so I awakened and I went to my mother’s room