it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Phillyd Faithful Counseling Scam… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I heard about better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me back up throughout my youth I had a pretty good youth however there were constantly things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never actually wanted to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize practically everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later on when I got into treatment I found out that there’s just a lot of that the body can take before it your Phillyd Faithful Counseling Scam
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to handle this hi keep in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to fix the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not serious but I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before a school outing I was in the second grade and the entire night terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I got up so I got up and I went to my mother’s room