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mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hello keep in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since sometimes you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to remedy the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the littlest things and I also started having not severe but I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to a field trip I remained in the 2nd grade and the whole night terror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mother’s space