it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Pewdiepie Vs Faithful Counseling, Metokur Vs Some Dude, Warski Vs Tonka, + Zulu Alliance… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I found out about much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled okay Tyler you may too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I began going to therapy let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I truly never ever in fact wanted to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate practically whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a great deal of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on once I got into therapy I discovered that there’s just so much of that the body can take before it your Pewdiepie Vs Faithful Counseling, Metokur Vs Some Dude, Warski Vs Tonka, + Zulu Alliance
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hello remember that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that often you’re in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to fix the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also began having not extreme however I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to a school trip I was in the second grade and the entire night fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I ran to my mom’s space