it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Pewdiepie Criticises Faithful Counseling… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na give you some backstory first prior to I began going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never ever actually wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize just about whatever and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future once I got into treatment I discovered that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your Pewdiepie Criticises Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hi bear in mind that stuff we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to fix the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also began having not extreme but I started having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to an expedition I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade horror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I awakened so I woke up and I ran to my mother’s room