it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Off Topic Faithful Counseling Add Read… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially prior to I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a respectable childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never ever really wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate almost whatever and I discussed this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a lot of fantastic feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered treatment I learned that there’s only so much of that the body can take before it your Off Topic Faithful Counseling Add Read
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hi bear in mind that things we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since often you’re in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wishes to attempt to treat the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not severe but I started having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I remained in the whole night and the 2nd grade terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I awakened and I went to my mommy’s room