it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Of Faithful Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I found out about much better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I heard about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me support throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood but there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never ever actually wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost whatever and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and in the future when I got into therapy I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Of Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to deal with this hello remember that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because sometimes you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to treat the injury or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also began having not extreme however I began having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night prior to an excursion I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can kind of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I awakened so I woke up and I ran to my mommy’s space