it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Monotone Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I heard about better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me support throughout my youth I had a respectable childhood but there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never actually wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize almost everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I really opened up about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later once I entered treatment I found out that there’s just a lot of that the body can take prior to it your Monotone Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hi bear in mind that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s since in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to try to remedy the trauma or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also began having not serious but I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a school outing I remained in the whole night and the second grade fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I awakened and I went to my mother’s room