it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Michael 50 Faithful Counseling… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I became aware of better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I began going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I really never ever really wanted to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened up about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever began to just hit the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later once I got into therapy I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take before it your Michael 50 Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hi keep in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because often you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to remedy the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also began having not severe however I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before an excursion I remained in the second grade and the entire night horror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I got up so I awakened and I went to my mommy’s space