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mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hello remember that stuff we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because in some cases you remain in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to remedy the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also started having not serious however I started having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before a field trip I remained in the whole night and the second grade horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it really that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I went to my mother’s room