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mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to handle this hi bear in mind that stuff we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to treat the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not severe but I began having a great deal of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I was in the 2nd grade and the whole night fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I awakened and I ran to my mama’s room