it or anything but I just kept hearing about…Julia Thomas Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like fine Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially prior to I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never ever really wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to compartmentalize just about everything and I talked about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on when I got into treatment I discovered that there’s just so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Julia Thomas Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hello we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s since often you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to correct the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I also began having not serious however I started having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night horrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night prior to a school outing I was in the second grade and the entire night horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I awakened and I ran to my mom’s room