it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Jobs Faithful Counseling… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I found out about it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me back up during my childhood I had a respectable youth however there were always things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I actually never actually wanted to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on once I entered treatment I found out that there’s only a lot of that the human body can take before it your Jobs Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hello keep in mind that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s because in some cases you’re in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to try to treat the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I also began having not severe but I began having a great deal of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to a school outing I was in the entire night and the second grade horror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t truly see it when I do my makeup however you can sort of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I got up and I went to my mommy’s room