it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Jessicaoutofthecloset Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you may also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first before I started going to treatment let me support during my youth I had a respectable youth however there were constantly things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never in fact wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate just about whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on when I got into therapy I learned that there’s only so much of that the human body can take prior to it your Jessicaoutofthecloset Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hi we got to handle this hey remember that things we needed to handle it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that often you’re in survival mode and once your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to treat the trauma or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I also began having not extreme however I began having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night terrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to a school trip I was in the second grade and the entire night horror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this crazy scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it in fact that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I got up so I awakened and I ran to my mommy’s room