it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Jelloapocalypse Faithful Counseling… a business called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of things like that I became aware of better help from a podcast that I listened to and then I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled all right Tyler you might as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory first before I began going to therapy let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were constantly things that I was handling in my home life and at school that I truly never ever really wished to handle I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that don’t matter but in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate practically everything and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of excellent feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered treatment I discovered that there’s just so much of that the body can take prior to it your Jelloapocalypse Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to handle this hi remember that stuff we needed to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to remedy the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I likewise began having not severe however I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before an expedition I remained in the second grade and the entire night terror was me ranging from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I woke up and I went to my mom’s room