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mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hi we got to deal with this hey remember that things we needed to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s because often you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to treat the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable accessory to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at people for the tiniest things and I also started having not severe but I started having a lot of night terrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my first nights here was the night before a school trip I was in the whole night and the second grade horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I got up so I woke up and I ran to my mama’s space