it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Is Faithful Counseling Christian… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of stuff like that I heard about much better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I resembled alright Tyler you may as well give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially before I started going to treatment let me back up during my youth I had a pretty good childhood however there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I truly never in fact wanted to deal with I always compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I found out how to separate practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I truly opened about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything started to just strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later when I entered into treatment I discovered that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take prior to it your Is Faithful Counseling Christian
mind keeps telling you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hello remember that things we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger anymore it wants to attempt to remedy the injury or fix the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the tiniest things and I likewise started having not extreme however I began having a lot of night fears now backstory on the night terrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night prior to a school trip I was in the second grade and the entire night terror was me running from a big huge purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was an awful thing in this dream and I was just running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my siblings and I bed which’s when I awakened so I woke up and I went to my mom’s room