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mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hey we got to handle this hi remember that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s since in some cases you’re in survival mode and when your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to attempt to treat the injury or correct the experience that you have that you have a negative accessory to I began having psychological breakdowns all the time I was just lash out I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I also started having not serious but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I began having night fears in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night before an expedition I was in the second grade and the entire night terror was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream which’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can kind of see it actually that’s how I got this crazy scar in my eyebrow I tried to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my bros and I bed which’s when I woke up so I woke up and I ran to my mother’s space