it or anything however I simply kept hearing about…Grief Faithful Counseling… a company called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this type of stuff like that I heard about much better assistance from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might too give it a try I’m gon na offer you some backstory initially prior to I started going to therapy let me support during my childhood I had a respectable childhood but there were always things that I was dealing with in my home life and at school that I actually never ever actually wished to deal with I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I said that do not matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to separate almost whatever and I talked about this a lot under among my Instagram posts and I actually opened up about it and I got a lot of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply strike the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on when I got into therapy I discovered that there’s only so much of that the body can take prior to it your Grief Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to deal with this hello we got to deal with this hi keep in mind that things we had to handle it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you’re in survival mode and when your body seems like it’s not in danger any longer it wishes to attempt to correct the trauma or treat the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the littlest things and I likewise started having not severe but I began having a lot of night horrors now backstory on the night horrors I began having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my first nights here was the night before a school trip I remained in the entire night and the 2nd grade horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a dreadful thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t really see it when I do my makeup however you can type of see it really that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I woke up so I got up and I ran to my mom’s room