it or anything but I simply kept hearing about…Gemma Faithful Counseling… a business called better health this isn’t sponsored and all this kind of stuff like that I found out about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and after that I became aware of it from another podcast and after that I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like alright Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory first prior to I began going to treatment let me back up throughout my childhood I had a respectable youth however there were always things that I was dealing with in my house life and at school that I actually never in fact wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I learned how to compartmentalize just about whatever and I discussed this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a great deal of great feedback on it so that’s why I decided to make this video and my I turned 23 everything began to simply hit the fan I was simply to the end of my rope and later on as soon as I entered therapy I discovered that there’s only a lot of that the body can take before it your Gemma Faithful Counseling
mind keeps informing you hey we got to handle this hey we got to handle this hey bear in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to deal with that now and it’s due to the fact that sometimes you’re in survival mode and once your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to treat the trauma or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I started having mental breakdowns all the time I was just snap I would get so upset at people for the smallest things and I likewise started having not severe but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night fears I started having night terrors in 2002 I will always remember my opening nights here was the night prior to a field trip I remained in the whole night and the second grade horror was me running from a big substantial purple clown now I’m not scared of clowns but for some reason this was a horrible thing in this dream and I was just running running running and obviously I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can sort of see it actually that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up struck the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I awakened and I went to my mother’s space