it or anything however I just kept hearing about…Gabbie Faithful Counseling… a company called much better health this isn’t sponsored and all this sort of things like that I heard about better aid from a podcast that I listened to and then I found out about it from another podcast and then I saw my Instagram sponsor post on and I was like all right Tyler you might also give it a try I’m gon na provide you some backstory initially before I began going to treatment let me support throughout my childhood I had a pretty good youth but there were always things that I was handling in my house life and at school that I truly never ever in fact wished to handle I constantly compartmentalised I kept it to myself I stated that don’t matter however in reality it did and it did take a toll on me and I discovered how to compartmentalize practically everything and I spoke about this a lot under one of my Instagram posts and I really opened about it and I got a great deal of terrific feedback on it so that’s why I chose to make this video and my I turned 23 whatever started to simply strike the fan I was just to the end of my rope and later as soon as I entered into therapy I found out that there’s just a lot of that the human body can take before it your Gabbie Faithful Counseling
mind keeps telling you hey we got to handle this hey we got to deal with this hey keep in mind that things we had to deal with it’s time to handle that now and it’s due to the fact that in some cases you remain in survival mode and as soon as your body feels like it’s not in danger any longer it wants to try to fix the injury or remedy the experience that you have that you have an unfavorable attachment to I began having mental breakdowns all the time I was simply lash out I would get so upset at individuals for the smallest things and I likewise began having not severe but I began having a great deal of night horrors now backstory on the night terrors I started having night horrors in 2002 I will never forget my opening nights here was the night before a sightseeing tour I was in the whole night and the second grade fear was me ranging from a big huge purple clown now I’m not afraid of clowns but for some factor this was a terrible thing in this dream and I was simply running running running and apparently I got up and ran in my dream and that’s how I got this insane scar you can’t actually see it when I do my makeup but you can type of see it in fact that’s how I got this insane scar in my eyebrow I attempted to run in my sleep jumped up hit the nights in in-between my brothers and I bed and that’s when I got up so I got up and I went to my mommy’s room